I often wonder how difficult it is to deal with me. I am very regimented, I make a list for everything and it drives me crazy to be taken out of my routine. It’s hard for me to do anything without a plan. If there is no plan, than I have a hard time proceeding. In short, I lack the spontaneity gene. I’m aware of it and I’m trying to loosen up but it must be really hard to deal with me.